Uneducated Thoughts: I Don't Know What to Put Here Today

As I write this, I'm listening to music.
Just, in general.
Music.
No specifications here.
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I wrote some poems a little while ago.
Most of them are about me
I kind of like them.
They've got a weird rhythm to them
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I'm having some trouble typing today.
Lots of typos.
It's a little nerve-wracking.
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It's finally Winter Break!
WOO!
NO MORE SCHOOL!
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Honestly, though, it really is nice to have a Sunday where my whole day isn't spent going "Oh god, school tomorrow. Man, I hate school. I hate school"
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I don't know what to say.
Maybe I have too much to say.
Maybe not enough.
I don't know.

Please comment.


Bye.

I Never Want To Let Go of This

So,
I've
been
thinking.
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Those were all links to videos.
And, sometimes, watching videos makes me think about my future.
I have dreams for my future, y'know.
They might be different from other people's dreams, though.
Everyone has different dreams.
I'd like to have a successful future.
Living in a biggish apartment or small home by myself.
Most likely with a cat.
I don't think much about other people in my life.
I mean, maybe I do.
But I don't think it's like others at my school.
They all want boyfriends and girlfriends and marriages.
I just....
I don't really care.
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I've been okay though.
Not excited for school tomorrow,
but Christmas break is coming up.
That should be fun.
A friend might come over and hang out.
I hope we have fun.
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Sometimes I wish I was sick, just so I could miss school.
Which is sad.
I know I should enjoy being young.
But I honestly just want to get out of school.
Of course, after highschool there's college.
College is the only part of school I've ever heard was fun.
I don't know.
It's' school, but you have to stay in a dorm with people you don't know.
And I've heard that people in college don't have very good hygiene.
Great.
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I really hope this doesn't pass.
I love making videos and doing art and stuff.
And every time I think about my dream future I just get so happy.
I want that to happen.
I don't want this whole video thing to be 'just a phase'
because I feel like it isn't.
I feel like it's my passion.
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Well, those were my thoughts.
See you again on Wednesday.

Bye.

I HAD A VISION

Now, this might come across like some form of spiritual nonsense.
But I'm, going to tell you anyway.

Last night, I had a vision.
It was before I fell asleep, while I was still lying down and trying to start the dreams. I was thinking about cats or something when, all of the sudden, a remarkable vivd image popped into my head.
 It was me, but with a few small changes. My hair was about the same color on the top, with the bangs pushed back off my forehead, but the sides were a little darker. My head was, again, shaved around the sides and the back, but this time it was a little bit shorter than before. I was wearing a rusty orange/red hat (mainly on the back of my head, so that a lot of my hair was still showing around the front) I was wearing a white button-up shirt with small blue stripes running vertically along it. I'm pretty sure I was carrying some sort of backpack, and I was standing in the woods.
What I just told you may or may not make sense, but I wanted to let you know because I thought it was a neat experience and I've always looked to dreams for guidance (or at least style advice). I don't think it was fate (because I think everyone makes their own fate), but, I don't know. It was definitely a weird thing. Has this happened to any of you? Do any of you know what it could be?
Well, tell me in the comments if you do, because I have no clue.

My hair color
right now (it
looks a bit
lighter in
person)

The way the shirt
looked, but with
blue stripes slightly
farther apar

Bye.

Woopsidaisy

 Oops.
 Hey guys.
 I guess I forgot to post yesterday, huh?
 I was going to record but then, for some reason, I didn't. And now my camera is charging, and it's already dark out.
 I really want to do a video. I really do. (Don't think I'm lying, this is seriously what I love doing) BUT, the camera has to be charged for me to talk to it.
 Hopefully, I'll be able to record tomorrow (depending on the amount of homework I have to do), but there aren't any guarantees. I was considering just scrapping together an artsy-ish video, but, after a bit of deliberation, I decided against it. I've convinced myself that I shouldn't just "throw together" an art video. Because they could end up being really easy to make. And, if they are easy to make, that means it's probably not great. The art videos are the ones I should be putting my everything into.
 Well, I suppose that's all. I just wanted to make a quick little post to update you guys on the state of my life right  now.
Hopefully, upload this wednesday.


Bye.

Uneducated Thoughts : Short & Sweet

Hey, guys.
I made a collage-type art thing today.
You can see it here.
If you want.
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As I write this, I am currently listening to "Clique" by Kanye West.
Some people might say my music taste has gone down the drain.
I like to think of it as broadening horizons.
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So, yeah.
Today I edited this week's wednesday upload.
It's great having this long weekend.
I don't have to worry about not having time to edit/record things.
Which means more frequent videos!
The only problem is going back to school on wednesday,
but I guess nothing lasts forever.
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Election day is coming.
I'm just excited for it to be over.
I don't mind a healthy bit of politics,
but it's just getting tiring.
Maybe I'm a bad citizen.
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I've been in a very artsy mood lately,
producing a lot of photoshoppy things and videos.
That's good, though.
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I did neat things to a picture of space.
Maybe I'll do something with it.
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Space is interesting.
It's so...
Big.
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Today, I finished editing a video.
Definitely a new video this wednesday.
Absolutely no doubt.
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I guess that's all.
See you on wednesday.

Bye.

HOLY FISHING SHISHKABOBS!

I GOT A SUBSCRIBER.
And, not only that, my subscriber was THE brian WIlliam Green.
That's right, the brilliant photographer.
Excellent sound artist.
Of Shades of Waves fame.
Hot dogs and bean sauce, that is amazing.
I need to get back in front of the camera, because, quite frankly, I haven't talked to one in a while.
And, now that past videos have been brought back to my attention, I realize that I've been (basically) ignoring you guys.
And I am EXTREMELY sorry.
This week, there WILL be a new video up Wednesday, camera or not.
I'll figure something out.

There will be more videos in the future.
I hope you enjoy what's coming from me.

Bye.

Ooh, Look At Me, Bein' All Artsy-Fartsy (Mature, I Know)

Hey, guys.
So.
My room is pretty cool (in my opinion), but the walls have been blank for too long, so,
I have made things.

"I want to be someones Mitchell Davis. I just want to change someone's life
the way my life has been changed. I want to be the Mitchell Davis of one other
confused little teenager, some day. I want to give them that same inspiration, that
same spark to keep going. I just hope I can do that."

"Art is Perception"

"Now."

These pictures will soon be put up on my "Motivation Wall," and entire wall of my room soon to be devoted to pictures and/or phrases that I find motivational or inspiring.
I shall post more soon.
Love ya, cuties.

Bye.



(Just by the way, you can see the thing I recently made, called a sound conglomeration right here.)

Just A Quick Update

Hi guys.
It's me.
I just wanted to do a little blogging so that I don't forget.
I know that you guys want me to post something of substance, and I'm really sorry i haven't been doing that.
I just really want to get my camera charger.

So. The female's taking a fencing class at a college this week.
Did I mention this particular college gym happens to have no air-conditioning?
And, GOSHDARNIT is it hot!
I mean, you don't know hot until you've done strenuous physical activity in a large room without air conditioning, among 10 other people, all wearing the athletic equivalent of a winter jacket.

In other news....
I've recently made a significant change to my appearance (aka, dyed my hair) and become much more confident. I can now stare at myself in the mirror and not be disgusted.
Good job, female! You keep that positive attitude!

Hm.
Well.
I guess I'l leave you with this:

Gosh freaking darnit'

Bye!