Uneducated Thoughts: The Female Gives Up Politics For Lent

Hey guys.
I'm just going to start this one out by saying
I don't care.
Now, don't immediately think I have become apathetic about my life.
Or have been totally reborn as a nihilist.
No.
I'm just giving up on trying to care about politics.
Now, I know, I know.
It's my country.
It's other peoples countries.
Its the way the world goes and I should participate in making it an ultimately better place.
But
let's face it.
I'm no feminist.
I wish I were a guys sometimes, not because I'm attracted to girls or anything,
but because I just respect guys more.
And I know, that's such an awful, heteronormative, gender-normy thing.
But I just don't care anymore.
Almost all of the people I look up to are guys.
(I'll admit, they aren't the manliest men in the world, but they're people that I honestly respect)
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I read an article in the paper a little while ago
about how it's weirder to see a young boy wearing dresses than a young girl wearing guys clothing
because we still see girls as the lesser gender.
So why would a boy want to become weaker?
I just thought I should share that.
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Speaking of the paper!
I can't even read it anymore.
I used to really enjoy it,
but now all I read is the film reviews, because that's the only escape from.
"Blahblahblah Barack Obama blahblahblah guns blahblahblah massacre"
It's all so depressing.
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Additionally,
(because I'm just gonna spill my guts out all over this post)
I've become so sick of listening.
I mean, sure, I'm still open to listen and help when it's needed.
But I have been feeling so ready to just give that up,,
so willing to force my opinions onto others.
It's kind of a shame.
I feel so selfish.
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I've been wanting an old instant film camera aLOT lately.
(Maybe inspired by this old video I found hanging around on the internet)
But I'm not willing to pay hundreds of dollars for it.
I've been looking in antique stores for one, but I haven't found one yet.
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I've been doing a lot of art as well.
It's a really good way to get your mind off of things.

It's a quote from a
Driftless Pony Club song.

I made this one an hour ago.
And I drew this last night when I couldn't sleep.

(It says 'calm.')

It's really an enjoyable pastime, and it's something I'd love to incorporate into my future.
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Um. Well.
That's all I have for you this week.
Check out my youtube for more videos.
See ya.

Bye.

Uneducated Thoughts: I Want To Dance Like Bobby Birdman (When I Should Be Doing My Homework)

Hey guys.
It's me.
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So, today I tried to work on a school project.
But, of course, with the internet being the giant web of information it is I got distracted.
Really distracted.
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So yeah, soon I was watching videos of YACHT concerts and DPC tours.
I have no idea why my distraction took such a musical turn.
Have you guys ever seen Bobby Birdman dance?
It's kind of fantastic...

I just spent way too much of my day watching that.
DON'T JUDGE ME, HIS HIPS ARE MESMERIZING!
(Actually, not really. It's really more his knees.... And the hair flipping...
Okay, let's move on)
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So!
New art video soon!
(By soon I mean as soon as I have it done.)
And maybe a new sound conglomeration.
Who knows how much I can get done.
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In other news, I'll be going up to New Hampshire this Wednesday.
Yay, eight hour (or longer) drives!
Seriously, though, guys, I'm wicked excited.
If any of my New England familia is reading this, I'll be seein' ya'll there!
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You know, I don't take enough time to acknowledge how much I love doing this.
If anyone at all is reading this, thank you so much.
It thrills me that I'm able to write multiple groups of short sentences about something no one really cares about.
Honestly, this is my light.
So, thanks, for that.
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IN OTHER NEWS.
I have to run tomorrow.
Yayy, running.
I hate running around outside.
Last time I was practically dying after, like, a few feet.
I feel like I really want to exercise, but running is so intimidating.
Can't I, like, jog.
Slowly.
On a treadmill?
(Or one of those bike thingies, then you get to SIT!)
I'd totally start paying attention in gym class!
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Well, in case you can't tell, I'm in a pretty good mood right now.
I don't know what it is, but I just feel good.
Not super great, just.
Good.
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Hey, I took a picture of a light!
(That thing up there's a link)
Yeah, I quite like it.
So, you know.
You can see that.
If you'd like.
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I suppose that's all I have for you know.
See you all on Tuesday. (Videoing early because I won't be here wednesday)
Probably no Uneducated Thoughts on Sunday, since I'll be in NH.
Sorry!



Bye.

HOLY FISHING SHISHKABOBS!

I GOT A SUBSCRIBER.
And, not only that, my subscriber was THE brian WIlliam Green.
That's right, the brilliant photographer.
Excellent sound artist.
Of Shades of Waves fame.
Hot dogs and bean sauce, that is amazing.
I need to get back in front of the camera, because, quite frankly, I haven't talked to one in a while.
And, now that past videos have been brought back to my attention, I realize that I've been (basically) ignoring you guys.
And I am EXTREMELY sorry.
This week, there WILL be a new video up Wednesday, camera or not.
I'll figure something out.

There will be more videos in the future.
I hope you enjoy what's coming from me.

Bye.

Uneducated Thoughts : "A New Medium: Panda Pornography"

Hey guys.
It's me.
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So,
just recently,
my camera battery came in the mail.
There's just one tiny little problem.
The camera still doesn't work.
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I've been listening to a lot of Pandora lately.
I think it's kinda neat.
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I've also been a bit bored.
It's not that I don't have ideas.
I have plenty of ideas.
But they're all sitting around and getting stale.
I have no means of executing them.
Soon, they'll start rotting.
Gross.
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My efforts to make a friend are going okay.
We still haven't had any successful conversations yet,
but we try.
We're getting there.
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YACHT is going on tour.
Yeah.
With The Presets.
So that's pretty neat.
Too bad the closest place they're coming to is New York.
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I wish I had something interesting to say.
But you guys probably don't care anyway.
Because you're only my family.
(Must. Make. Friends.)
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I've been considering expanding my "Female Approves Of"
Should I?
I probably will anyway.
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So, I had an interesting little altercation with my sister the other day.
Somehow, something about blogging came up.
She told me I should make a blog.
After a long, awkward, pause, I said,
"I already have one."
Then she accused me of using it to post Mitchell Davis/Panda Bear pornography.
And that was it.
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I don't know why it scares me so much that she could find out.
It just does.
Oh well.
She will eventually.
(Probably soon)
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I feel like I'm not doing anything.
I mean, I am doing things.
The other day I drew my self.
And I've been doing a lot of 'video research'.
(AKA: Watching Bath Boys videos and trying to convince myself it's a good use of my time.)
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I'm still not sure what wall to make the inspirational one.
I've been wanting to make another page, but I need a quote.
And ideas, you guys?
I need to read something inspirational.
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Well, I guess that's it.
I'm gonna go watch Youtube and wait for money to magically appear in my room.
See you on wednesday.


Bye.

Uneducated Thoughts: Disc Jockey > DJ

Okay, it's me
And let me just make something clear.
Disc Jockey > DJ
I mean, come on.
Isn't it obvious.
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Ordered a new camera battery in the mail today.
Hopefully, it'll come soon.
Yay for that.
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Meanwhile, I've been thinking about getting a tripod.
In case you couldn't tell, a bookshelf isn't the best place to put a camera.
I can't see what I'm filming.
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Also,
saving money is hard.
Especially without a source of income.
Ah, well.
This is not the time to whine.
Good things shall happen!
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Like friends, for instance.
I now know a girl with one of the catchiest names ever.
And she seems pretty cool.
Friendship?
I sure hope so.
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I'm gonna try the new schedule, but who knows.
Maybe I'll change my mind.
For know, though
I'm working with what I've got.
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I can't wait until I can get that battery and do my channel justice.
There's just too much suckish stuff on there.
I need to make something better.
I just need to.
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Well, I suppose that's it.
I have off school wednesday,
so I'll try to upload a video.
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Bye.