I'm just going to start this one out by saying
I don't care.
Now, don't immediately think I have become apathetic about my life.
Or have been totally reborn as a nihilist.
No.
I'm just giving up on trying to care about politics.
Now, I know, I know.
It's my country.
It's other peoples countries.
Its the way the world goes and I should participate in making it an ultimately better place.
But
let's face it.
I'm no feminist.
I wish I were a guys sometimes, not because I'm attracted to girls or anything,
but because I just respect guys more.
And I know, that's such an awful, heteronormative, gender-normy thing.
But I just don't care anymore.
Almost all of the people I look up to are guys.
(I'll admit, they aren't the manliest men in the world, but they're people that I honestly respect)
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I read an article in the paper a little while ago
about how it's weirder to see a young boy wearing dresses than a young girl wearing guys clothing
because we still see girls as the lesser gender.
So why would a boy want to become weaker?
I just thought I should share that.
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Speaking of the paper!
I can't even read it anymore.
I used to really enjoy it,
but now all I read is the film reviews, because that's the only escape from.
"Blahblahblah Barack Obama blahblahblah guns blahblahblah massacre"
It's all so depressing.
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Additionally,
(because I'm just gonna spill my guts out all over this post)
I've become so sick of listening.
I mean, sure, I'm still open to listen and help when it's needed.
But I have been feeling so ready to just give that up,,
so willing to force my opinions onto others.
It's kind of a shame.
I feel so selfish.
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I've been wanting an old instant film camera aLOT lately.
(Maybe inspired by this old video I found hanging around on the internet)
But I'm not willing to pay hundreds of dollars for it.
I've been looking in antique stores for one, but I haven't found one yet.
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I've been doing a lot of art as well.
It's a really good way to get your mind off of things.
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| It's a quote from a Driftless Pony Club song. |
And I drew this last night when I couldn't sleep.
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| (It says 'calm.') |
It's really an enjoyable pastime, and it's something I'd love to incorporate into my future.
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Um. Well.
That's all I have for you this week.
Check out my youtube for more videos.
See ya.
Bye.
What happened to your blog?
ReplyDeleteit used to be so cool, now it is just blah blah boring.
These talks are not fun or interesting, sometimes hard to understand.
like why you assume we care about you not caring about politics? doesn't make sense.
i feel like you are putting more effort into youTube than are blogging. Shame because your old blog was much nicer than your youtube, no offense but you cannot vlog.
plz do what you used to, stop doing the rants and make comics, end your channel, i promise you will be much better.
I understand why you might become bored by my blog. My way of writing has changed a lot and I haven't worked on it very hard in very long. I do not expect anyone to care about anything, and my recent posts are less of a way to entertain my audience than a way to entertain myself.
DeleteYes, I have spent more time on my youtube, and I don't think there's anything wrong with that. Though you say I can't vlog (which, by all means, is a fine statement. You are entitled to an opinion just like anyone else), but it's what I feel more comfortable doing. I have been having more and more trouble putting things into the written word as humorously and eloquently as I did before, and I find it much easier just to speak, whether it's interesting to anyone or not.
I'm going through a tough time in my life, and I'm growing up a lot, and, honestly, I can't just go back to doing what I used to, because I've changed. Even though I still find my sense of humor to be very similar, I'm trying to spread out my interests by using videos as and artistic and entertaining medium.
So, no, I'm afraid I won't be deleting my youtube and just making tiny comics, because videos are what make me happy now.
And if that doesn't entertain my audience, then I'm sorry to see you go.